"Remember your leaders, who spoke the word of God to you. Consider the outcome of their way of life and imitate their faith."
- Hebrews 13:7 (New Living Translation)
Mentor's and leaders that I look up to who have influenced, and continue to influence, my life up till this day are:
- Pastor Wayne Cordeiro of New Hope Oahu
- Pastor Mike Kai of Hope Chapel West Oahu
- Author Phillip Yancey
- Communicator John C. Maxwell
- Missionary and Evangelist Brother Yun
These are also followers of Christ who have endured, asked and faced the hard questions, suffered, but whose lives have produced fruit and continue to be perfected by the master craftsman.
Now I may not be able to physically spend time with the "courageous 5", whom I look up to, but I know that I can learn from them by reading their books, listening to the sermons and speeches, and taking from their lives lessons learned, living now as they do.
Looking at myself now, I know and feel so far from the attainments and integrity of these mentors that I want to be like, even more so because I have allowed myself to live in a way that is not pleasing to God for so long. So I have this festering virus that I have to allow God to heal in my life. How do I become a person even remotely close to the heart, love, and integrity of these men?
"No, dear brothers and sisters, I have not achieved it, but I focus on this one thing: Forgetting the past and looking forward to what lies ahead," (Philippians 3:13 NLT)
Despite my past feeling like such a hindrance in moving forward, I know I must build myself up through God's word, just as the Apostle Paul did so many years ago. By the grace of God, he absorbs our past - as far as God is concerned, though consequences of our past may still be things that we will still have to humbly go through and press into God as well.
One thing that stands out about all of these men, one common denominator, though they all have many good characteristics and habits, is their love, obedience, and their devotion to the Lord Jesus Christ.
My heart goes out to the families affected by the horrendous shooting that killed 6 people at the Sikh Temple in Winsconsin by Wade Michael Page. I was thinking to myself, if this man, who is reportedly a neo-nazi and has links to white supremacist groups, can be moved to action of such hate and violence by filling his life with the very action he put out. Then perhaps the opposite can be done for me, for others, who choose to allow God's Word to fill them up with encouragement and love, and for a future and a hope.
What my mentor's and the shooter of the Sikh Temple filled themselves up with, that's what has become of their lives as a result of those choices. For Pastor's Wayne Cordeiro and Mike Kai, for Author's and Leader's Phillip Yancey, John C. Maxwell, and Brother Yun (Liu Zhenying), their lives have been and are ones of close fellowship with God, of leadership and responsibility, and of growth. Unfortunately for the lives of those taken senselessly by Wade Michael Page, he allowed himself to fill himself up with hate, anger, and thinking himself better than other races that he ended the lives of 6 Sikh worshipers before his life ended.
What you choose to fill your life with, you will become and produce. I desire to walk in the footsteps of my mentor's who follow Christ, to be filled with "...love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control.” (Galatians 5:22-23)
What fills your life, your time, and your thoughts? That's who you will become tomorrow.